It's dawn and I'm just about ready for this feeling to kick in. I think it's working, but I'm not sure. I hope it works soon. I want to know this moment of clarity that everyone's been talking about. I want to question reality and the entropy that's constantly plaguing our contemporary society. I want the grains of sand in this desert to jump up and down to the sound of my rapidly beating heart as the dawn wraps me in its embrace and the horizon rushes to meet me. I've been told that the desert is the best place to do this because there's never really anything here to bother you besides the freezing nights and blistering hot days. It's working.